TO DAY IS THE DAY OF THE YEAR I DREAD MOST, IT IS 5 YEARS NOW SINCE I LOST YOU AND IT GETS HARDER AND HARDER. THERE IS SO MUCH I WOULD LIKE TO DISCUSS WITH YOU AND LOTS TO TELL YOU THAT WOULD MAKE YOU LAUGH.ONE DAY WE WILL MEET AGAIN AND THAT BIG HUG IS ALL I AM WAITING FOR XXX